where do we go from here

Great things to do while waiting: forget about anything that isn't under the umbrella of love in the heart. Forget credit card bills for a time. Look at color. This time last year I as waiting for the baby. Now we are waiting for other things, like the next scene of remembrance as it filters through a kaleidoscope. I remember this, I remember that. I remember the moon from a window in my parents' house. I remember an old man who is dying. This morning I woke from a dream of my husband's arms raised to the sky. He was ready to move, yet planted firmly in the ground like a faithful stretch of crops.